The Tingly Circus (2007)

by Lady Lamb the Beekeeper

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cover art: a polaroid photo that got jammed in my camera and ripped out, no retouching.
All songs written and recorded on a bed in a bedroom/in the Bart & Greg's DVD Explosion basement by Aly Spaltro December 2007.


released 01 December 2007



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Track Name: The Nothing (early 2007 recording)
I am the empress.
My hair is pulled back.
And I am childlike.
And I am dying.
dark Eve bites Adam apple
Licks red juices from chin dribble.
Purple plum and yellow night,
The Lord kicking himself all the while.
the perfume of pagans and angry angels.
the scent of her mouth somehow leaked into my winter layers.
reeling still reeling, cries outside the theater doors.
rewinder breaks, remember those clementine oranges.
chest roared hoarse (clementine oranges)
peeling ash off a camel light.
smoke too many cigarettes in the back of the parking lot
never a word spoken unless from my lips first
reeling, still reeling from today:
that hug we made long in the hallway.
was i made animal?
as if slept & awoke
having dreamt human form
became by morn
what i was always
with constant, steady urge to run.

hands hold ankles taut
soft while lips and tongue take
breath into lungs
held to hold fork firm to eat from purple street
rain falls and snow melts and everyday a baby doesn't make it
king of owls perches in my chest
i'm a child, i did not ask for this
but everyday a baby opens eyes awake
and the struck match burns at the point of strike
sharp cut to blue and then the light
lip of a window lip of a can lip of a lover see lipped on the sand
i'm a pale attempt at a full-limbed lion
were we a travesty?
to love in the jungle of our hearts
tangled and pulsing
won't you tell me?
we could be like adam and eve again
we could take our clothes off right here right now, eat fruit into the night
we did not frolick like rabbits, we ran like hares chased by hounds until we tripped and all was lost and our hides
and our hides
and from the distance erupts a sound loud as trumpets,
hearts rise up in song to the surface
i dare say, build your love big as skyscrapers
i bowed in her essence, and when i woke i found my face in my hands
don't hold your dead dog in a carpet bag
you will need your hands to clap
and your arms to hug people when they're crying
sobs can be heard from the highest
but don't look up, don't turn around
it's unimportant
what grief it is
to love someone as your own blood and watch them turn and walk away, too unhappy to cry
this pain that decorates my chest, it is heavy as a piece of furniture that i must carry
it challenges and weakens me and when i think, my spine my split
the weight is lifted and i'll rest upon it
and the beebuzz will not fail to seduce the flowers
thus reversing their existence, making mothers out of them
i stand motherless and vertical amongst the others
and there is something like a needle in our ears
but we are not we are not we are not we are not

i am the empress
my hair is pulled back
i am childlike
and i am dying
and my two options
are a boy who rides a horse and hunts purple buffalo
or a child who eats pb&j in an attic
and still a fear of trusting anyone
when the nothing is in my fingertips
and when it empties out my heart.